TheFall
When the life you knew begins to unravel.
BEYOND DIVORCE
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Some stories begin long before the moment that breaks us.
I thought I was writing about divorce. But as I began looking more closely at what had happened, I found myself returning to experiences much earlier in my life.
To childhood. To fatherhood. To the things I'd learned to carry without speaking about them, and the ways those experiences had shaped the man I'd become.
Somewhere along the way, I began to understand that the story wasn't only about the ending of a marriage. It was also about everything that had come before it, and what I needed to understand if I was going to move forward.
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A journey in five parts
From the breakdown of a marriage to the experiences that shaped a man, and the journey towards understanding, healing and coming home to himself.
Into the Shadows
Confronting the experiences and questions that remained unresolved.
TheStirring
The people, conversations and moments that helped change the direction of this journey.
TheReturn
Learning to understand yourself and your emotional life differently.
ComingHome
Rebuilding connection, purpose and the courage to live differently.
FROM THE PAGES
“ I did not set out to write a book. I set out to survive.”
Tafazal Mohammed, Dear Reader
The walls that once held me together had quietly become the very things that were keeping me from myself. It wasn't just the end of a marriage. It was the beginning of a much deeper conversation about who I was, what I had carried, and what it might mean to finally let some of it go.
“A profound and important contribution. This book offers a rare and honest exploration of faith, masculinity, emotional wellbeing and the realities of divorce within a Muslim context. It will resonate with many.”
“It’s more than a diary; it is therapy on paper.”
“This is not just a diary. It is a mirror for many men who have never seen themselves fully reflected in books, mosques, or society.”
This book isn’t only for divorced Muslim men.
It’s also for:
- Men carrying the weight of responsibility, loss or difficult life transitions.
- Fathers trying to understand the impact of their experiences on their children.
- Men who struggle to find the words for what they’re feeling.
- Wives, mothers, daughters and sisters who want to understand the men in their lives.
- Anyone interested in the relationship between faith, emotional healing and personal responsibility.
Not everyone will have lived this story. But many will recognise something of themselves, or someone they love, within its pages.
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Tafazal Mohammed
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Beyond the Book: Ways to Connect
Some conversations deserve to continue beyond the final page. Whether through a speaking engagement, a private conversation, an interview or a community gathering, there are several ways we can explore these conversations together.
Invite Taf to Speak
Speaking engagements, conferences, mosques, universities and community events exploring fatherhood, faith, masculinity, emotional wellbeing and the experiences that shape us.
Work With Coach Taf
Private coaching and mentoring for men navigating responsibility, relationships, personal pressure and change. A confidential space to understand where you are and consider what comes next.
Media and Interviews
Podcast conversations, radio and television interviews, and editorial features exploring the memoir and the wider conversations around men's lives, divorce, fatherhood and healing.
Book Clubs and Community Conversations
Bring Diary of a Divorced Muslim Man into a reading group, men's circle or community discussion, creating space for thoughtful conversations and shared reflection.
Frequently asked questions
Yes. Readers outside the UK can order the paperback through Amazon, with printing and delivery handled in supported countries. It is planned for release on 2 November 2026.
The Kindle eBook is available worldwide on Amazon. Pre-order now and start reading on publication day, 2 November 2026.
UK paperback pre-orders are placed directly with Coach Taf. Each copy is personally packed and dispatched within the UK, with dispatch expected in late November 2026.
Delivery costs for UK paperback orders are shown at checkout before you pay. For Amazon orders, delivery is handled by Amazon in supported countries.
If there is a problem with your UK paperback order, please get in touch and we will help. Amazon orders follow Amazon's own returns policy.
Perhaps somewhere in these pages, you'll recognise a part of your own story.
A story of loss, faith, fatherhood and finding a way home to yourself.
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